Friday, September 4, 2009

my practicum session ends~~




no more wake up early in the morning,
no more eat at the school canteen,
no more relief classes,
no more girls,
no more the fellow teachers,
no more the admin staffs,
no more, no more and no more..


but...

the fun at the class,
the adorable, sweet, naughty, lazy, hardworking, smart, hyperactive, passive, quiet, talkative, stubborn, kind and nice girls,
the helpful teachers,
the sweetness of their concern,
the beautiness of their smiles and laughs,
the challenge of teaching,
the challenge of being a teacher,
and for all the experiences that i got there at the age of 21,
from mid of july til today, 4 september 2009...
i will always remember with all of my heart....

how lucky and sweet to be there..
thank you for everything,
for the people there,
and to the One that I love, God~

Saturday, August 15, 2009

let me see the light

how to make people listen on what we say???

i'll do some research on net....

hahaha

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

diari hatimu

kekasih..
tulis namaku
di dalam dairi hatimu....

Saturday, August 1, 2009

ur words..

juz now..
ive read his blog..
the issue is me there.

if i make u feel dat way...
then nothin else i could say...
other than sorry n move my steps away...

dat is from ur perception,ur pov...
i really respect that...

n my perception,my pov, my feelin,

are totally differe from urs...
but neva mind...
its too late to talk about all the things...
when nobody wants to open theirs heart


Wednesday, July 29, 2009

aku bulan

aku adalah bulan,,,,
jauh aku chantek
dekat aku hodoh
jauhilah aku supaya ko tak nampak kehodohan aku

Sunday, July 19, 2009

confesssSSiiooonnn~!!!

Yeah I love him~!!!!

muachkkkkzzzz.....

p/s: kiz me thru da phone, i'll see ya later on...

am totally happy wit my self now~!

yeah...after all of the hardship...

now I can live happily...

first thing to think:

"love urself first"...=P

Friday, July 17, 2009

the way I are

my brother said that i have to b myself...
do watever things dat i want to...
never waste my youthful with tears...
"never give the attention to one...it might hurt u...
never feel insecure, coz u have everything...
u have me..."

the taste of life...i miss the feeling much....
hey world, am back!!

Monday, July 13, 2009

My BELOVED students~!

sheetttt...
they r totally make me feel sumtin...
hopefully am happy wit them...=)

Sunday, July 12, 2009

new me~~!!

yeah...
rite now..i have a new interest...
guess what????!
haha..
dress up..

it feels like a superstar...=P

bury me!!!

gilak ah....
perasaan skang ni di tahap kritikal...
if sumone ask me go to sumwhere...i'll go..
i need sumtin, sumone to release my tension...
why should i cry so much???
for WHAT???no one cares...even he doesnt care how much i get hurt..

i should go back to kuantan...
i mizz mak n abah much...
more than anyone or anythin else...
when u giv 100%, but they giv 40 %...u must feel frustrated...
even worst...
i cried..n cried..
yeah i love u...
only if u can understand me better dear...
come n swim into my heart deeper...then u will noe how lucky u r to have me as ur love one...

cry..cry again n again...huhuuu

i don ask u to be SYAHIRAH~~!!!!

i dun wan u to b like me...
no...
i noe u cant....

juz giv some respect to me...
coz i deserve it...

the damn-what-so-called LOVE!!

if i could throw the feeling away...
it might be better...
but how...when..??
no one knows..

i love him...much...
i love him...more than he knows..
i love him....more than anythin else...
only if he can realize it...
only if he can feel it...
only if he can appreciate it...
it would be "heaven" for me....

but now...
the only thing that i can do is...
go with da flow....
hate me..love me..
the choice is urs...

just for me...

love...

eventhough it might give me 999 of colours...

but the taste of tears...

not as sweet as dreams....

Monday, June 8, 2009

wake up call

wake up call..
makes me realize..
how precious is dis life..
my youth and faith..
let me find da real me..
my own dreams...

love is not always here around...
not gonna live in ur world..

u r only my sweet lil dream..
dat i ever had...

not gonna lose ma faith...
not gonna lose my weight..
juz wanna live dis life..
with ma own colors..